It's that time again. The time of year that we make those nasty, creepy New Year's resolutions. You know, the things you should do anyway, no matter what the date on the calendar. (Hey, that's a good idea..... I should invent "2nd Tuesday of the Month Resolutions." Whaddya think?)
For several years in a row, except for the last couple years, my resolution has been, "Don't die." Like Pink Floyd's "Comfortably Numb," it was as optimistic as I could have managed during that time in my life. This year, however, is different. I have had some really positive things happen, which I am super grateful for! So this year, I gotta come up with something better.... and here it is:
Treat myself AT LEAST as good as I treat the ones I love. You know, I didn't put that in capital letter or italics or anything.... Let's try that again, shall we?
TREAT MYSELF AT LEAST AS GOOD AS I TREAT THE ONES I LOVE. There. Much better. This resolution is quite a revelation for me. Never before have I felt like I had not been treating myself very well, but, in fact, I haven't. I am quite critical sometimes about ME in my head. (that inner voice that can be so destructive... so loud..... that HUMAN voice that is NOT our true selves, but a product of our life experience.) My body, my intelligence, my lack of.... whatever.... talent, bigger body parts, smaller body parts, etc..... all make an appearance from time to time in this brain of mine exposed in not the best of light. As a consequence, I accept things in my life that I should not. Circumstances, behavior, (of others AND my own) and I resolve to change that. It's not fair to ME. The body part I am most critical of, my thighs, for instance, have been very, very good to me. My legs have taken me on many walks in many incredible, beautiful places, foreign and domestic. We don't even have to get that fancy. They are there when I want to get up from my chair and walk to the refrigerator to get a soda. Oh, how I take that for granted. Some can't do that at all and would love the opportunity. So, NO MORE dissing my thighs! I love them! As a matter of fact, I am going to kiss them right now! ...... OH! Not a good idea. That kinda hurt.
I hope your resolutions are not going to be too tough for you. Why do you need another "something" in your life that just makes you feel bad? You've got enough of that already, don't you? Let's get rid of all that this year. As Steve Perry once said in that Journey Classic Hit, "Be good to yourself."
Wait.... We can come up with something better, can't we?
How about: "YOU "KEN" IN TWO THOUSAND TEN!!!" No... How about: "NO MORE PENCILS..... ONLY PENS IN TWO THOUSAND TEN!!...." ??? Oh boy, Sullivan.... That's not even what we are talking about.....
Happy New Year!
~Sarah